Hold My Heart

The rest of yesterday continued to be horrible. Today= horrible! I might can talk more about it later, but not right now. I am barely here in this moment...

Last night, I walked by Kadee's room- again- and heard a song- again- that I was meant to hear.

Hold My Heart- Tenth Avenue North

How long must I pray
Must I pray to You?
How long must I wait
Must I wait for You?
How long till I see Your face
See Your face shining through

I'm on my knees
Begging You to notice me
I'm on my knees
Father, will You turn to me

Chorus:
One tear in the driving rain
One voice in a sea of pain
Could the maker of the stars
Hear the sound of my breaking heart
One life, that's all I am
Right now I can barely stand
If You're everything You say You are
Would You come close and hold my heart

I've been so afraid, afraid to close my eyes
So much can slip away before I say goodbye
But if there's no other way
I'm done asking why

'Cause I'm on my knees
Begging You to turn to me
I'm on my knees
Father will You run to me

Chorus

So many questions without answers
Your promises remain
I can't see but I'll take my chances
To hear You call my name
To hear You call my name

Chorus